July 7, 2009
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better days. by peter and the wolf.

“reading under bridges wandering around sleeping on park benches and hiding from the town he left new york a fuck up trying to just go straight didnt know how long that kinda thing would take but he made up his mind to wait. made a little progress got his head a little clear but just like all his heros he returned to the beer another head a spinnin another shattered phone another night in heart break city all alone. and the county boys were down by the liquor store tellin their proud tales to the lonesome and the poor and he stood there like a soldier returning from war and he said i dont wanna be a bum anymore his body was a hurtin his head was a mess at worst he was a bastard a tragedy at best. drunken barely movin stumblin along he cursed the world for doin him wrong but in the distance he heard some kinda song he followed the sound down a sad old street past the panhandlers ashufflin their feet through the bakers alley all the dumpster divers know around the corner where the boys were singin low and the county boys were down by the liquor store tellin their proud talse to the lonesome and the poor and he stood there like a soldier returning from war he said i dont wanna be such a bum anymore.” [better days. peter and the wolf.]

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life...

in a previous post. i said “kevin bacon in american psycho”…. lets revisit that….

what i meant to say was…”kevin spacey in american beauty.”…. the interruption in my brain was caused by a 14 year old boy asking me “hey marry. what does “flashes of light” mean?” in regards to fireworks he had purchased. i literally lost all mental capacity to finish whatever i was doing, and could only tell him to use his brain…. hahaha.

peter and the wolf is probably my favorite band right now. im listening to better days right now. ill post soon.

im full of impatience. full of it.

“reading under bridges wandering around sleeping on park benches and hiding from the town he left new york a fuck up trying to just go straight didnt know how long that kinda thing would take but he made up his mind to wait. made a little progress got his head a little clear but just like all his heros he returned to the beer another head a spinnin another shattered phone another night in heart break city all alone. and the county boys were down by the liquor store tellin their proud tales to the lonesome and the poor and he stood there like a soldier returning from war and he said i dont wanna be a bum anymore his body was a hurtin his head was a mess at worst he was a bastard a tragedy at best. drunken barely movin stumblin along he cursed the world for doin him wrong but in the distance he heard some kinda song he followed the sound down a sad old street past the panhandlers ashufflin their feet through the bakers alley all the dumpster divers know around the corner where the boys were singin low and the county boys were down by the liquor store tellin their proud talse to the lonesome and the poor and he stood there like a soldier returning from war he said i dont wanna be such a bum anymore.” [better days. peter and the wolf.]

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July 6, 2009

home. revisited.

everybody loves raymond.

court house #1. points reduced by two.

potentially buying a new laptop.

driving back to new york.

court house #2. tomorrow am. here’s to hoping.

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home.

so. im home. well. for one night.

the eggo bakery strawberry twists commercials  - bake shop twists - the baker is creeptastic. reminds me of kevin bacon in american psycho.

i also really dont like the man from the fiber one comercials.  hes a creep too.

this weekend was fun. ben. marisa. john. bean. mom and dad. becky.

good day.

only annoyance: that my laptop isnt strong enough for working.

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July 4, 2009
tonight. has. been. the. biggest. reminder. as. to. why. i. never. ever. have. my. away message. off. good. freakin. gosh. ugh. leave. me. alone.
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summer girls. lfo.

DA JAM.

[billy shakespeare wrote a whole buncha sonnets.] hahahaha. do you like fun dip and cherry coke?

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July 3, 2009
Currents. Current Mood: anxious/restless/annoyed that when i hit shift+rightarrow my dashboard comes up.Current Music: at the exact moment. its black by okkervil river. and the air conditioning.Current Thought: “well…. thats really awkward that my landlord just saw me from outside trying out different outfits for drish to approve of…..”Current Indulgence: oh’s! cereal! its my favorite. and when i design. at home. all i eat is cereal. dry. and i drink the milk. unfortunately… i have no milk here… haha.Current Desire: well more like anticipation. i cant wait for this site to be done. its so close. now its just finishing the css. im excited for it. i seriously seriously hope that im not too late in applying for this job. id be so upset. but itd be my luck. haha thats what you get for trying to learn html/css and design the site in one night…. it takes 4. if not 5. haha also… haha. thats generally what i look like when im designing/exact face…. haha. ; ]. and i sometimes switch from my horrible desk chair to my exercise ball. but just today am i packing to go home. there normally isnt a duffle bag on my bed. oh yep. still not done with the cards…. haha ; ].

Currents.

Current Mood: anxious/restless/annoyed that when i hit shift+rightarrow my dashboard comes up.
Current Music: at the exact moment. its black by okkervil river. and the air conditioning.
Current Thought: “well…. thats really awkward that my landlord just saw me from outside trying out different outfits for drish to approve of…..”
Current Indulgence: oh’s! cereal! its my favorite. and when i design. at home. all i eat is cereal. dry. and i drink the milk. unfortunately… i have no milk here… haha.
Current Desire: well more like anticipation. i cant wait for this site to be done. its so close. now its just finishing the css. im excited for it. i seriously seriously hope that im not too late in applying for this job. id be so upset. but itd be my luck. haha thats what you get for trying to learn html/css and design the site in one night…. it takes 4. if not 5. haha

also… haha. thats generally what i look like when im designing/exact face…. haha. ; ]. and i sometimes switch from my horrible desk chair to my exercise ball. but just today am i packing to go home. there normally isnt a duffle bag on my bed. oh yep. still not done with the cards…. haha ; ].

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June 30, 2009
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disturbia… by rihanna. dont you dare judge me. do you understand?!

its a thief in the night to come and grab you. it can creep up inside you and consume you. a disease of the mind it can control you. its too close for comfort whoaoaaoa. i feel like a monster.

i cant help but love this song. its so fun. and the perfect dancepartyaloneinyourapartmentsong.

/shutup.

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fml.css.html.lolz.

hahaha. so. cyberduck. the ftp program that ive always used. has always worked for me….

today…. / last night… during my intensive html/css learning stint. it decided to completely crap out on me….. only resolved by asking my brother wtfxup. SO BIZARRE. it worked perfectly for him…. he uses transmit….

thankyoucyberduckforruiningmylife. hahaha.

on the brightside! ive learned! haha. many things…. css. html. that camino is the worst browser ever. that cyberduck wants to ruin my life/raise my bloodpressure. about domain forwarding. and hosting. haha. its been a good few hours. haha.

OH HEY LIFE. THNX4DALOLZ.

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June 29, 2009
What a freakin rollercoaster of a day. I’m emotionally drained. ::sigh:: here’s to hoping that tomorrows much more stable!
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