December 2007
35 posts
imaginary love
i imagine love a lot: i once thought i received it. (but really all it was was a scary thing that ended up into a large mess. a gigantic mess.) although there are pieces of my heart written in various journals, scripted perfectly. and i say i will piece them back together, but it just shatters me more. i have a heart made of glass. all words shatter. i need to find a guardian that will protect all...
Budget-ing.
makes me seriously depressed. i think ill go cry now. ugh. i dont like being a grown up. at all. that, and not making NEARLY as much money as i should be making. or need to be making for that matter. screw you new york and your insanely high cost of living with your ridiculously low salaries. uuuuuuuuuuugh!
Australia.
this is where I’m going this year. I am beyond excited.
one month.
its funny just how much can change in just one month. Isn’t it dave?
iphone hacking 101...
if you think you should. dont. … you very well may brick your phone….. merry christmas everyone….. — marry as i’ve told you numerous times its almost impossible to “brick” your phone. a simple reset fixes everything. — awad
as I’ve told you numerous times, eat a bag of sticks. Of varying sizes and widths.
iphone hacking 101...
if you think you should. dont. … you very well may brick your phone….. merry christmas everyone…..
realization....
realization: satan knows my insecurities, and his whispers need to be fought, purposely ignored and blocked out. in our weakness, God is strong. [not my own words, one of my friends. but brilliant.]
Debbie downer.
I’m really frustrated that nothing in my life can ever be easy. Nothing. Its actually really frustrating that my computer is broken and I have to use my phone to write this. And it bothers me that these things get to me, cause they shouldnt. I’ve been such a miserable marry lately, and I apologize. I’m taking a break from the world. Goodbye. — marry too bad i fixed your shit...
Debbie downer.
I’m really frustrated that nothing in my life can ever be easy. Nothing. Its actually really frustrating that my computer is broken and I have to use my phone to write this. And it bothers me that these things get to me, cause they shouldnt. I’ve been such a miserable marry lately, and I apologize. I’m taking a break from the world. Goodbye.
more money, more problems....
unfortunatley, I don’t have any money, thus causing more problems… I have never been so broke in my entire life…
tumbl.us the blog killer... →
my life: a trainwreck. volume 2.0
there are so many things not right right now, its awful. Disaster. Completely unsettling, outstandingly upsetting, and none of it is riveting in the least. Due to tonights events, I really just want to cry. I said I would never be that girl, and yet, here I am, made into that girl. Its frustrating, upsetting, disheartening and unsettling. How on earth has my life come to this……...
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I got my palms read tonight by a precious three toothed woman. It was the most unsettling thing in the world. She really was telling me things about myself that even my parents//best friends don’t know… It was creepy and awkward. And now I’m left pondering many things…. ::sigh!::
Gullible
Something interesting I found out tonight. The word gullible isn’t in most dictionaries. Seriously, look for yourself. This is actually a typesetter’s tradition dating back to less than 100 years after the appearance of the first edition of the Gutenberg Bible. The origin is, at least to me, a fascinating tale. In the latter half of the 15th century, Gutenberg’s movable type press ushered in the...
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you...”
– Mark Twain So strange that I would read this quote today. [[editor’s note: ] soo good.]
ffffound.com
is a story of my life… if you only knew how many folders of saved images i have…. i need an invite….
ugh.
tonight. this week. the past two weeks. this month. has been a disaster. the culmination? a married man [a coworker/friend of mine] tried to kiss me tonight. this is disaster. i have stood up for myself repeatedly over the past week and a half. and surely good will come from it, however right now it is catastrophic. and i wait. hanging in the balance. for who knows what will happen now. i...
Nice Guy
I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I’d take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven’t figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you....
“our ultimate reality is a man on a cross loving those who dont love him.”
– tim keller
Singular Genius
Copyright © 2007 Diana Walker STEVE JOBS AT HOME IN 1982 — “This was a very typical time. I was single. All you needed was a cup of tea, a light, and your stereo, you know, and that’s what I had.” —Steve Jobs — joshuatuscan [[editor’s note: ] man. thats so true….]
“The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don’t be trying all the time to...”
– Chuck Palahniuk ( I need to read this like 7 times a day )
backbone growing. 101.
ive been told my entire life that i need to grow a spine, and i need to stand up for myself. why is it, that, when i finally do, it makes me feel even worse than ever….. ugh.
this week has been awful.
this has been such an awful week. miserable. have you ever felt that these people around you are being hypocritical? i feel it more than ever with everyone surrounding me. and i hate it. i hate this place. i am not content in the least. and i am stuck. drowning. floundering. and there’s nothing i can do about.
wow.
today sucks balls.
“Philly was voted most unattractive City in the US for 2007”
– hahahahaha that sucks, philthy!
Visions.
Oh, the world is my Jordan. Someday I’m gonna cross. Ain’t no one gonna look and say this soul is lost. So I’ll do my best, try to tell all the rest. When the lion roars, I’m gonna hide behind the cross, because it’s the… Peace that passes all understanding, in a world crazed with fear. They say that I am much too demanding to want a better place than...
the key to reservia. →
hitchcock, in mondern day. but. not modern day. but as if it was shot modern day by not mondern day hitchcock.
LOL!!! at rose. and john.
my life: a trainwreck.
its cold and snowy outside. im broke. and surrounded by drama. God. i know You’re in control.
breakfast. date.
uhh? 8:30 am on a saturday [ less than 8 hours from now…] ?! with a married man. my goodness gracious. what has my life turned into…..
