my desires are dumb...
and I have a crush on a dude that’s engaged, and who is getting married in June. I’ve tries fighting it forever. I’m failing miserably.
yet another day where my job has been threatened by upcoming competition according to my one boss…. My first boss doesn’t know I was threatened… This has seriously been the most awful work week. To the point where I’m not even breathing correctly…. Its not right.
from a dyin indian language. it means i will stab you in the gut with a knife.
worst. day./week. ever.
seriously. totally not even worth it. work is going to be a mess the next couple of weeks. ugh. i havent felt like this since junior year of college when i had spent 2 weeks straight working on a book only to have it torn apart within a matter of seconds and told to redo it. and that id have 5 days to do so. but. as this has been evident in many ways/shapes/and forms lately [and forever.]. God...
“you dont even understand the wrath that will come from me the first time he says something.” My boss and I have gotten closer. He has every right to be mad. Work’s going to be very interesting for the next couple of weeks…. Beware.
maybe if we both find some free time, we can go out and get some drinks… Let me know what you think. Did I just get asked out?!
fun and/or not fun.
emergency root canals.
i need your help with something. explaining a situation to me. // helping me to understand his motives. if you wish to be of assistance, please, message me. thank you.
my whole body is broken. i dont like this.
Im pretty sure that if i sat down and thought about it, i could tell you who our carl winslow, steve urkel, eddie, and laura are. But, im not going to. I love my family. Cousins and all. I think its neat that my cousins in cali and us here can have hilarious normal cinversation, sans the awkwardness, even though we barely know each other. Outside of my parents/gma/aunts/uncles, i can easily name...
i am a grown up. i live alone. i pay bills. i have to go grocery shopping and do my laundry. i work every day. 8-5, but thats not ever the case, try more like 830 to 6. surprisingly, i love my job. even though its not my career. but. my job for now. i am single. and apparently i scream that. everyone in hawaii knew i was single, even people in the airport knew i was. which is weird. i cannot lie....
in the fall that is. I thought it would be appropriate for me to thoroughly clean my apartment today. Although, its been my plan all day, it seems I’m still on Hawaii time… I woke up at 1:25 ny time aka 7:25 hawaii time…. Left the house around 3:30, did some cleaning supply shopping, and now im here cleaning and organizing and its 9:19pm…. This is a mess.
i just got really really frustrated. with alot of things. and i dont want to talk to anyone cause theyre all fake douchebags.
hawaii adventure. day 4. cont.
today was crazy. i hung out around paia for a while. then i went and hung out at ali’s office and they put me to work. then finally. we went surfing. braddah b [bryan] is amazing. he’s adorable. and basically he’s my new best friend. we went out to dinner with him too. now, we’re here ready to pass out. so that ends my quick recap. we’re renting surfboards again on...
hawaii adventure. day 4.
hawaii adventure. day 1. i left new york city via the JFK airport at 9pm last night. getting to the airport was an adventure in and of itself. now, if you know...
6 hour time difference...
its 6:51am here… Ive been awake since 4:30… That’s 10:30 ny time… Its now 12:52 ny time… 6 hour time differences suck!
hawaii adventure. day 1.
i left new york city via the JFK airport at 9pm last night. getting to the airport was an adventure in and of itself. now, if you know anything about me, you know that i am a procrastinator. tried and true. so, lets rewind to about 2am on friday morning. 2am friday morning: i am being lectured by my mother, my friends, and ali that my one black adidas duffle bag is not large enough. and that i...