i wish i had paul newman's eyes....
he died today. lung cancer. thats saddening. ::sigh::
to the asshole who left the heavy bookshelf on the curb for the garbage man to take. i fucking hate you for not using common sense. you know its windy. you know its stormy out. yet. you put the bookshelf next to my car, vertically. so when the wind knocks it over, it smashes my door and breaks my mirror off. and i have to go outside at 4 freakin 30 am to make sure what i think i hear didnt really...
one of the most painful realizations ever. is finally becoming aware of something you have to do. regardless of how much you dont want to. but. it is because. its the right thing to do. no matter how much its going to hurt. or how much you’re going to cry. ::sigh::
so. im super stressed. about alot of things. finding a job. having a source of income. paying bills. being back in school. how im going to pay for my car. the other guys car. and cos car. theres lots of things on my mind. and everyone tells me that they can see it, just by looking at my face. but i cant tell the people who matter the most, whats going on in my head. because i will have let them...
I just saw a car commercial using the song technologic… It was a Lincoln…..
bitter and old. and broke.
blah blah blah… being jobless sucks. specially living in nyc stupid high cost of living. stupid rent. stupid stupid. today a woman aged 42 and i were in the self checkout lane at stop and shop. and we both were discussing how we are turning into old bitter women. then she remarked, well i have an excuse, im 42. you, i bet you’re not even 30. and she was right. then we shared a good...